sweet and fragile shell, snarky candy center (haela) wrote in mybabydahl,
sweet and fragile shell, snarky candy center

Down, Down, Down

My first progesterone draw was 6. The next, with Clomid, was 1.1. Last Friday's was .6 and I started my period yesterday. They are bumping up my clomid to 150... this is 3/4 of the way to the highest dose they can give. I am thinking about giving up after this round because I don't want to reach the top and THEN find out that it will never work. Not to mention, the side effects are getting to the point where I don't know how much more I can handle. The cramps and the hot flashes and then getting the runs at PMS time.. it's really pitiful when it's all happening for nothing. If I could have some kind of assurance that pushing forward would be of any use, maybe I wouldn't feel like quitting. But right now, I just don't see the point. I will do it one last time.. and then it's over. Maybe I can talk Hugo into adopting or something.
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