I found out yesterday that my sister in law is pregnant again, so I will have a third niece-or-nephew.

My prediction for this month is that i won't ovulate. I dont know, my temperatures just seem too wacky for this cycle already.


I peed on a stick, twice, and it was negative. I'm still late, but my temperature went down today so I'm sure the Aunt is on her way. I was late last cycle too so I guess maybe I just have a long LP. Well at least now I can diet with a clear mind and not worry. This month we'll just have to be more careful and wait until I've reached a more acceptable weight before we officially try. I'm actually not that disappointed.

But jeez my hormones are awful messed up. I still have all kinds of crazy stuff going on. I guess it's just part of the package..


I want to buy some home pregnancy tests just to keep around the house for those moments when I really really want to pee on a stick but don't want to go out and spend a lot of money. I heard of this site called, so I checked the Ovusoft message boards to see if anyone's had luck with those tests, since they are pretty cheap. Turns out women have been getting faint lines all the time with them... women tested their tap water, their 8 year old daughters.. and the tap water and 8 year old daughters were "pregnant" too!

I guess I'll wait and spend the extra few bucks on something from the drug store when I'm actually late. It's just dumb to spend that much money when there's always nothing, nothing. I've probably spent a hundred dollars on pee sticks this year. It's sad.

Take that, haters.


SASKATCHEWAN, July 9, 2003 ( Scientists and professionals expert in ovulation have expressed surprise at the glowing worldwide coverage trumpeting the ovulation findings of researchers at the University of Saskatchewan as a 'scientific breakthrough.' The Saskatchewan researchers, led by Dr. Roger Pierson, claimed that their 'discovery' that women have "waves of developing follicles during each cycle, all of which could result in ovulation, proves that natural family planning techniques will often be ineffective."

Members of the Ovulation Method Research and Reference Center (OMRRC) in Melbourne Australia, the world's leading center of expertise on the Billings Ovulation Method, the accepted method for Natural Family Planning practitioners, expressed incredulity, not at Dr. Pierson's discovery of follicular waves, but rather at his claim that his discovery was something new. Professor Jim Brown, a member of the Center and a world renowned expert on estrogen chemistry first reported on the "waves" of follicular activity fully thirty years ago. They have long been incorporated into the successful rules of the Billings method.

Dr. Hannah Klaus, director of the Natural Family Planning Center of Washington D.C., and lifetime Fellow of the American College of OBGYN explained follicular waves to LifeSite news saying they "can be likened to trying to start an automobile motor in the Canadian winter, but having the motor sputter out a couple of times. In a similar way, with follicular waves a few start and don't take."

Professor Brown and his associates disagree with Dr. Pierson's claims that his discovery means that there is no period of time to have intercourse without conceiving children. A message from OMRRC to its members exclaims, "We can all say as Billings Ovulation Method teachers of long experience, that we have seen this phenomenon in the charts of the women we teach and that the rules of the Billings Method cover these occurrences and do not result in unplanned pregnancies."

The Billings method does not depend on a stable menstrual cycle as did long outdated and rejected methods such as rhythm method, the method which was the primary natural family planning method mentioned by many of the newspapers covering the story. Instead, accounting for follicular waves, it utilises the changes in cervical mucus production as observed by the woman herself for identifying the underlying events of the ovulatory cycle.

In the early 60's, Drs. John and Lyn Billings and their colleagues discovered a interrelationship between the cervical mucus and the cyclic changes in the ovarian hormones and fertility and alleged the use of mucus symptom as the main index of ovulation and fertility applicable to all phases of female reproductive life. Their rules suggest that the women, "Judge fertility by making observations, not by counting days. It is normal for cycles to vary in length." When mucus appears suggesting follicular activity the rules advocate a "wait and see" approach for three days for those with reasons not to conceive.

Professor Brown verified the effectiveness of the Billings Method from scientific information gained from 750,000 cases which he examined while he was a member of the Royal Women's Hospital in Melbourne, Australia. Yet, Dr. Pierson had the audacity, and was supported by the media in this audacity, to reject natural family planning on the basis of one study of 63 women over the period of one month. The OMRRC stated that numerous independent trials have confirmed the 99% success rate of the Method including a recent study following thousands of women fro more than a year. If any further proof is needed, up to date the method has been regularly used by over more than 2,686,400 fertile couples in China for avoiding pregnancy with the overall success rate being around 99%.

Dr. Klaus, cut to the heart of the argument exclaiming, "The Billing's method has less than a miniscule 1% rate of unplanned pregnancies related to a correct use of the method. I've been working with the method since 1973. If the rules were not adequate such a rate simply could not be reported."

The OMRRC has asked people worldwide to write their local media asking them to report properly on this issue.

See World Organization Ovulation Method Billings Website:

Cycles and Cycles

Well, my cycles have finally gone back to completely normal. I'm on a 25 day average, just like I had before Depo. I lost my basal thermometer when I took it to work to use as a fever thermometer while I was having gallbladder problems, so I have to get a new one ASAP. When I have lost some more weight, we will get back to business as far as baby making goes. I'll probably still update this journal from time to time with info on my fertility stuff, since I am going to more actively keep an eye on it whether I'm pregnant or not.


My ankle hurt so bad last night after all the Tiger Balm rubbed off, I couldn't sleep worth crap. I was too tired to get up and look for the jar again. I've been holding off on taking any pain pills because I finally ovulated on the 14th and I wanted to be sure it's okay. So I took a pee test this morning and it was negative. it's been 12 days and I felt it 3 times on the 14th so I should surely feel it by now if I got pregnant. So my guess is my fever killed off all the spermies. Now I'll just wait for AF.. I'm not going to cry.